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So i fucked up for a couple weeks and now im back hard at it. I'm pissed I didn't lose any weight this week. It's like the smaller I get the more I hate myself. I'm sucking all the self-confidence out of myself and I don't know how to make it stop. I've been told by and amazing boy that I look almost like a different person but I don't see it.
I've worked out everyday this week except for today and I do feel a lot better. It's hard to be here at my sister's house b/c they always have something around that's not healthy and delicious, but it'll help me later with cravings. Tomorrow it's back to exercising. I want to get to where I can run a whole mile which I embarrassingly can't do now. My boob muscles hurt.
I went job hunting today and I'm hoping that I'll find one soon so that I'll have something to occupy my time and maybe it'll be one where I'm on my feet all day long. That will help me out even more. Tomorrow is going to be a beautiful skinny day :)
I've worked out everyday this week except for today and I do feel a lot better. It's hard to be here at my sister's house b/c they always have something around that's not healthy and delicious, but it'll help me later with cravings. Tomorrow it's back to exercising. I want to get to where I can run a whole mile which I embarrassingly can't do now. My boob muscles hurt.
I went job hunting today and I'm hoping that I'll find one soon so that I'll have something to occupy my time and maybe it'll be one where I'm on my feet all day long. That will help me out even more. Tomorrow is going to be a beautiful skinny day :)