Jan 23, 2005 18:11
in the snow storm. nothing better to do but over-analyze my life to the point of no return.
it was the one you would never think of. the one you never knew. and the one you will never understand. it was me.
"you're the secret i keep." -cary brothers.
you creep into my vacant mind when i lie in bed at night.. you steal the thoughts i would rather be thinking. i hurt as i convince myself that everything was a dream, but i can't help but imagine those fleeting moments with sensations attached. remembering to forget. but most importantly remembering so i won't forget. everything was honest.
hate is a powerful thing. use it wisely.
life is so frustrating sometimes. why do things happen at specific moments?
"some things never change. some things never stay the same." -ben harper.
things just work out. answers come when you are searching for them. i love it!
lyrics spark silent conversations with myself. debating and relating. writing nonsense.
i take relationships for granted.
i never knew i had it so good.
i am underestimated.
i hide my true feelings, but everyone does. rejection. vulnerability. that shit hurts but sometimes you just have to say it, do it, or not worry about it.
i think everyone wants to disappear just a little bit only to see who will try and find them. (i hope you try and find me when i'm gone)
place me in your picture frame. please. remember me and how it was. how it will always be in my memory. and hopefully yours. (wonderful)
"i want to see you as you want to be seen." -citizen cope.
oh, and my favorite color is blue.
dedicated to the ones that stole and will steal my heart. thanks for everything.
"even angels need love too" -ben harper.
(i'm so dramatic)