it's all in context.
it's snowing.
right.
now.
snow is mesmerizing.
it makes me want to shop. for warm stuff. and wear make-up. (i don't know why that is.)
and cuddle. (now, i know why that is.)
updates updates updates.
i finally hung up some pictures in my room. feels a little more like my home. my area. my place.
life is going well right now.
i am realizing things about me and how i act (in life as well as how i act a character) and it's quite scary. but, i am kind of glad i have realized these things now in an atmosphere that is understanding as well as willing to teach me more, let me find out more information about myself by myself...guiding me, i guess. did that make any sense? oh well, if it didn't. i know what i mean.
i always feel like i am going through a revalation or realization when i act.
ugh.
so, the other day i get a call from universal studios (in florida, that is correct) and i thought they were calling about my old job or something but no. they were calling to see if i could go on a photo shoot for the mardi gras ads. i couldn't believe it. whenever i am in orlando i never get calls for auditions or acting/modeling jobs but as soon as i get to boston they are like...WE WANT YOU! it never seems to work out.
it seems like my life is in waves.
have you ever felt like you are really living your life? like...this is it. this is your one chance and you are finally doing it? that's what i felt the other day, just walking down the street. i feel like i am coming into myself.
music does that to me.
i can't wait to go home.
right.
now.
snow is mesmerizing.
it makes me want to shop. for warm stuff. and wear make-up. (i don't know why that is.)
and cuddle. (now, i know why that is.)
updates updates updates.
i finally hung up some pictures in my room. feels a little more like my home. my area. my place.
life is going well right now.
i am realizing things about me and how i act (in life as well as how i act a character) and it's quite scary. but, i am kind of glad i have realized these things now in an atmosphere that is understanding as well as willing to teach me more, let me find out more information about myself by myself...guiding me, i guess. did that make any sense? oh well, if it didn't. i know what i mean.
i always feel like i am going through a revalation or realization when i act.
ugh.
so, the other day i get a call from universal studios (in florida, that is correct) and i thought they were calling about my old job or something but no. they were calling to see if i could go on a photo shoot for the mardi gras ads. i couldn't believe it. whenever i am in orlando i never get calls for auditions or acting/modeling jobs but as soon as i get to boston they are like...WE WANT YOU! it never seems to work out.
it seems like my life is in waves.
have you ever felt like you are really living your life? like...this is it. this is your one chance and you are finally doing it? that's what i felt the other day, just walking down the street. i feel like i am coming into myself.
music does that to me.
i can't wait to go home.