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i had an audition yesterday for a film. went well. they said i'll hear by sunday if i got it or not.
other than that...my acting class rocked on wednesday. we had to create characters by an article of clothing that was given to us by another classmate. i got a mechanics shirt.
i used to think of myself as fearless in acting. lately, all i have been doing was doubting myself and thinking that i couldn't do anything. well, wednesday i decided to prove myself wrong.
our task was to have our character do a "private act", stop thinking masterbation. we just had to do something for two minutes. so, my character got ready for work. not only did i go first in the class i stripped down to my undies (dont worry i had a shirt on) becuase how can i play a guy if i am so concerned with my body. she didn't want any miming done so i had to do it. i dared myself to see if i could and would do it. luckily my two minutes flew by and all i had to do was take off pajama pants and throw on my jeans. that simple little task done infront of my whole class taught me that the things that i think are so difficult sometimes really aren't.
i just need to get my self confidence back.
so yeah...a little update on janna's mental health. :)
other than that...my acting class rocked on wednesday. we had to create characters by an article of clothing that was given to us by another classmate. i got a mechanics shirt.
i used to think of myself as fearless in acting. lately, all i have been doing was doubting myself and thinking that i couldn't do anything. well, wednesday i decided to prove myself wrong.
our task was to have our character do a "private act", stop thinking masterbation. we just had to do something for two minutes. so, my character got ready for work. not only did i go first in the class i stripped down to my undies (dont worry i had a shirt on) becuase how can i play a guy if i am so concerned with my body. she didn't want any miming done so i had to do it. i dared myself to see if i could and would do it. luckily my two minutes flew by and all i had to do was take off pajama pants and throw on my jeans. that simple little task done infront of my whole class taught me that the things that i think are so difficult sometimes really aren't.
i just need to get my self confidence back.
so yeah...a little update on janna's mental health. :)