Sex and Violence
* TERRIFIC EP. I mean, I was pretty much completely unspoiled, and I totally did not see it coming with Nick. LOVE LOVE LOVE.
* NICK. Heeeee. That evil baby-Neanderthal face. He was BRILLIANT. Lady-doc was very hot, and a great red herring.
* It actually hurt me, deep inside my chest, when Dean HID from Sam at the beginning. It just. It hurt me. That is a HORRIBLE way to live. For either of them.
* Hit my "unmasked" squick REALLY hard with the fake-FBI call-the-boss thing. I cheered for Bobby, but I seriously MUTED THE SET for a few seconds, it squicked me so hard. No idea why them being found out (or almost) does that to me.
* *sigh* I don't know. The beginning and the ending together made me really, really ache for the closeness they used to have. I feel as if those truths are too hard to be borne. Dean IS holding Sam back. *shrug* Sam IS keeping secrets.
* Okay, unexpectedly I am very, very upset about that. In the midst of thinking there are some dynamite moments in this ep, really, really enjoying it, I have a lump the size of Siberia in my throat, because you know? In a lot of ways I don't even know if Dean is glad to be back. That Sam is glad to HAVE him back.
* Where the FUCK is Castiel? Wasn't there an angel on this thing for a while?
* Fuck. I guess I need to watch a season-two ep again or something. Because I need to remember when the boys didn't just love each other, but actually, um. Liked each other, too.
* If I liked this ep, why do I feel so BAD now?
* NICK. Heeeee. That evil baby-Neanderthal face. He was BRILLIANT. Lady-doc was very hot, and a great red herring.
* It actually hurt me, deep inside my chest, when Dean HID from Sam at the beginning. It just. It hurt me. That is a HORRIBLE way to live. For either of them.
* Hit my "unmasked" squick REALLY hard with the fake-FBI call-the-boss thing. I cheered for Bobby, but I seriously MUTED THE SET for a few seconds, it squicked me so hard. No idea why them being found out (or almost) does that to me.
* *sigh* I don't know. The beginning and the ending together made me really, really ache for the closeness they used to have. I feel as if those truths are too hard to be borne. Dean IS holding Sam back. *shrug* Sam IS keeping secrets.
* Okay, unexpectedly I am very, very upset about that. In the midst of thinking there are some dynamite moments in this ep, really, really enjoying it, I have a lump the size of Siberia in my throat, because you know? In a lot of ways I don't even know if Dean is glad to be back. That Sam is glad to HAVE him back.
* Where the FUCK is Castiel? Wasn't there an angel on this thing for a while?
* Fuck. I guess I need to watch a season-two ep again or something. Because I need to remember when the boys didn't just love each other, but actually, um. Liked each other, too.
* If I liked this ep, why do I feel so BAD now?