And I am afraid.
Call me dull,
unadventurous,
a sissy or a wuss...
but I really am
used to familiarity.
And I am afraid.
Afraid of the unknown.
I crave for
spontaneity
but I fear not knowing
what happens next.
I think think think;
think before I decide.
I think some more,
and I decide not to risk it.
And when I do take risks
I pay for the repercussions.
I pay for them dearly.
Call me dull
call me a coward.
But I prefer familiarity.
I play it safe.
-written; 06 September 2008.
because there is so much drama in the world.