Count Down
The race to graduation is on. I just recieved my graduation information in the mail. I walk on December 17th 2005. That is 32 days away. Only 32 days and I will be CMU Alumni of 2005. Exciting and nerve racking at the same time.
I can tell that the thought of graduation is bothering me. Just last night I had a few Melon-Tini's from Bennigans and I was all distrot. I started crying to my room mate about not wanting to go home and leave all my friends up here. My lesson from last night was not to drink anymore Melon-Tini's
But really, I am worried about it. I rarely go home, but with out anywhere else to go I will have no other choice but to go home. I don't really talk to people from home. I don't really want to go home after I graduate. I was hoping to have a job lined up, but with graduating and all that it intales I haven't had any time to get my portfolio spick and span just yet.
Don't get me wrong. I love my family and I can't wait to spend the first full holiday home sense freshman year. I am just scared. It's just how I felt when I left home to come here I was scared about the unknown but happy that I descided to come. I'm scared of what will happen, but happy to be graduating. I wish they had a Leadership Safari for Alumni returning home.
I've changed so much that the thought of home seems different.
I can tell that the thought of graduation is bothering me. Just last night I had a few Melon-Tini's from Bennigans and I was all distrot. I started crying to my room mate about not wanting to go home and leave all my friends up here. My lesson from last night was not to drink anymore Melon-Tini's
But really, I am worried about it. I rarely go home, but with out anywhere else to go I will have no other choice but to go home. I don't really talk to people from home. I don't really want to go home after I graduate. I was hoping to have a job lined up, but with graduating and all that it intales I haven't had any time to get my portfolio spick and span just yet.
Don't get me wrong. I love my family and I can't wait to spend the first full holiday home sense freshman year. I am just scared. It's just how I felt when I left home to come here I was scared about the unknown but happy that I descided to come. I'm scared of what will happen, but happy to be graduating. I wish they had a Leadership Safari for Alumni returning home.
I've changed so much that the thought of home seems different.