Time consumer, time consume me

[janiexpants]

i want to take the bullet,
the one aimed straight for your heart,
i want to meet the wolves halfway,
and let them tear me apart.
but that's not the way they do it here.

i want to lay on the tracks,
feel hot steel screaming at me,
expose the bones on my back,
let me show you what i mean.
yeah its a different kind of love,
i want to climb barbed wire fences
and warm our hands in blood.

and this is my gift,
is asking you to fix
my ruined hands.
and its a gift that keeps on giving,
and its a gift that keeps on giving,
and its a gift that keeps on giving,
and right now its all i have to give.

i want to lay on the tracks,
feel hot steel screaming at me,
expose the bones on my back,
let me show you what i mean
i want to lay on the tracks,
feel hot steel screaming at me,
expose the bones on my back,
let me show you what i mean

i want to write the perfect song,
and play it just for you,
while you are tangled up in sleep.
i need you more than ill ever know
until i stop breathing
my lungs will take you for granted.

Well, i really dont have much to say but i'll try, im at this kid Mike's house right now, alone in his basement, haha he and molly are a little preocupied at the moment. anyways.... so far this vacation sucks i havent done anything at all.... except hang out with molly... and dont get me wrong i love hanging out with molly but she has to go back to school tomorrow.... and then i'll be sad!! welll whatever maybe something will come up and i'll have some fun (hopefully) call me haha 538-7134