n all i wanna do is see u for a minute or 2 ;p
wow this shouold be quit depressings so sry if u dont like it but damn.
today was probably the hardest day for me iin a long while. i mean the worst part about it is that i had so much fun today n everyday i wanna leave less n less.... i hate saying goodbye to ppl.
im just thiniking ahead of wen i have to say goodbye to all the ppl i love so much. i mean i have family that i love a whole lot downstate but i ahve known some of my friends since i was in in elementary school. i mean like over 10 years most of my life. its so hard wen u grow up with all the same ppl and figure out who u r n where u belong with them. i am so comfortable with all the ppl i know right now and they all know me so well. its so horrible that lots of the ppl who make me happy are gonna be gone n idk wat to do about it. im gonna miss ginny calling me every 10 minutes to tell me wat she is doing n then not realising y she goes over her minutes. i love how ashee n i know how eachother feel about this past year. we went through it all together n she knows how to understand that sometimes wat i say is not wat i mean. im gonna miss my other half kirstee... oh how im gonan miss my friend who has been there through it all. you are one of the ppl who has known me the longest and u completly understand me even through my bullshit.
i looked around the room tonight at jackies camp n i was like i dont think these ppl truely realise how amazing they are. like i just love everyone even in there faults and im gonna miss u all like crazy. each of u going away or staying here will have a blast b/c ur all such great ppl.
thank u all so much for making this past year the best of my life!!! SENIORS '05 U ROCK MY WORLD!! u r all wat kept me going wen i couldnt stand to be in school anymore n actualy made it fun.
its just so hard to say goodbye to so many ppl u love at once! its over-whelming. and even the ppl that i dont see often but i do see occasionally u kick ass. idk im babbling n its definetly time for bed... i leave the 25th at like 5ish so i would love to see n e one before that!!! please please call n i will make time for u!
hmm i know ppl always say that cliche shit n at the time u think its just cheesy but for real live it up b/c before to long it will be over and u will wonder where the time went..... heres the best of wats around by DMB b/c its perfect for friends in this time!!! oh but dont get me wrong i am super pumped for school its just bitter sweet n i need this time to be sad b/c wen i go to school i want to live it up!!! =) i know this lj entry is long but it was much needed so now here r the lyrics
Hey my friend
It seems your eyes are troubled
Care to share your time with me
Would you say you're feeling low and so
A good idea would be to get it off your mind
See you and me
Have a better time than most can dream
Have it better than the best
So we can pull on through
Whatever tears at us
Whatever holds us down
And if nothing can be done
We'll make the best of what's around
Turns out not where but who you're with
That really matters
And hurts not much when you're around
And if you hold on tight
To what you think is your thing
You may find you're missing all the rest
Well she ran up into the light surprised
Her arms are open
Her mind's eye is
Seeing things from a
Better side than most can dream
On a clearer road I feel
Oh you could say she's safe
Whatever tears at her
Whatever holds her down
And if nothing can be done
She'll make the best of what's around
Turns out not where but what you think
That really matters
We'll make the best of what's around
today was probably the hardest day for me iin a long while. i mean the worst part about it is that i had so much fun today n everyday i wanna leave less n less.... i hate saying goodbye to ppl.
im just thiniking ahead of wen i have to say goodbye to all the ppl i love so much. i mean i have family that i love a whole lot downstate but i ahve known some of my friends since i was in in elementary school. i mean like over 10 years most of my life. its so hard wen u grow up with all the same ppl and figure out who u r n where u belong with them. i am so comfortable with all the ppl i know right now and they all know me so well. its so horrible that lots of the ppl who make me happy are gonna be gone n idk wat to do about it. im gonna miss ginny calling me every 10 minutes to tell me wat she is doing n then not realising y she goes over her minutes. i love how ashee n i know how eachother feel about this past year. we went through it all together n she knows how to understand that sometimes wat i say is not wat i mean. im gonna miss my other half kirstee... oh how im gonan miss my friend who has been there through it all. you are one of the ppl who has known me the longest and u completly understand me even through my bullshit.
i looked around the room tonight at jackies camp n i was like i dont think these ppl truely realise how amazing they are. like i just love everyone even in there faults and im gonna miss u all like crazy. each of u going away or staying here will have a blast b/c ur all such great ppl.
thank u all so much for making this past year the best of my life!!! SENIORS '05 U ROCK MY WORLD!! u r all wat kept me going wen i couldnt stand to be in school anymore n actualy made it fun.
its just so hard to say goodbye to so many ppl u love at once! its over-whelming. and even the ppl that i dont see often but i do see occasionally u kick ass. idk im babbling n its definetly time for bed... i leave the 25th at like 5ish so i would love to see n e one before that!!! please please call n i will make time for u!
hmm i know ppl always say that cliche shit n at the time u think its just cheesy but for real live it up b/c before to long it will be over and u will wonder where the time went..... heres the best of wats around by DMB b/c its perfect for friends in this time!!! oh but dont get me wrong i am super pumped for school its just bitter sweet n i need this time to be sad b/c wen i go to school i want to live it up!!! =) i know this lj entry is long but it was much needed so now here r the lyrics
Hey my friend
It seems your eyes are troubled
Care to share your time with me
Would you say you're feeling low and so
A good idea would be to get it off your mind
See you and me
Have a better time than most can dream
Have it better than the best
So we can pull on through
Whatever tears at us
Whatever holds us down
And if nothing can be done
We'll make the best of what's around
Turns out not where but who you're with
That really matters
And hurts not much when you're around
And if you hold on tight
To what you think is your thing
You may find you're missing all the rest
Well she ran up into the light surprised
Her arms are open
Her mind's eye is
Seeing things from a
Better side than most can dream
On a clearer road I feel
Oh you could say she's safe
Whatever tears at her
Whatever holds her down
And if nothing can be done
She'll make the best of what's around
Turns out not where but what you think
That really matters
We'll make the best of what's around