wanna dance?! no!!! me neither...
wat a fool to think the way u looked at me i swear u did but u looked away to quick
hmmmmmmm .... 6 days until dmb =0) i cannnnnnnnnnt wait. but life is so confusing always. boooo for that i really dont get guys. i feel like i have to try so hard but i dont ever get that back in return. i feel like i always have to be relaly forward n then wen they finally come around its to late. wat is there to be afraid of? sometimes u need to just step it up n put ur insecurites aside n just test it out b/c wats the worst that can happen? and isnt that worth it b/c it could turn out to be one of the best things that ever happened to u. hmmmmmmmmmph idk im just being dumb
its hard to know wat is real n e more. how do we know its not all just in are heads. the feelings u have emotions expierences are only known through ur head. there isn't any physical way of keeping memorys. they are made and then stored into this small mushy blob incased in a protective bone cavity and covered with wat the outside world see's us as. and we all see ppl as the same but the way we percieve them is completely different. i think we all try to relate ppl to something that we know.
that is y we have stereotypes. i think that stereotypes are stupid and i want to break all of thems. i want to be a rebel w/o a cause. tear up this town than move to the next meet more ppl than i can remember and learn somethign from each of them. discover are minds. have sex. fall in love. never regret. do and see everything i can. travel the world, have children and adopt more, be a good mother, always try to understand ppl before judging, never hate, do random acts of kindness, never lose my childish spirit, never feel like i can not be who i am, try to help all become better ppl and become a better person while doing it, try not to lose my morals, laugh hard and often, cry wen needed, be free, learn about everything i can, read lots of books, keep music a large part of my life, try new things, and be happy. i hope i can be and do all of those things in my life.
wen i was little i told myself i would become famous through out the world. i want to be well known not to be famous but to help ppl grow and become happy. we need to take are civilization and become more of a family. we are so emotionless now its sad n i dont like it one bit.
well thats enough randomness for one night im gona but some more music on my iPod n head to bed... i gotta work tomorrow n i think i might go for a run too!