Dec 09, 2005 10:01
lets just say right now i wrote an entire post last night and it was not posted due to frozen laptops. I wrote about how my brother comes tonight and how excited I am to see him and his girlfriend fiancé. I was also talking about how excited I was that this is the first christmas that I will have with a boy that i absolutely love to pieces and who loves me.
The only problem with christmas this year is that i have NOOO idea what I am getting and it is causing rather too much excitment I think. I am trying to rationalize whether or not i should get my hopes up about certain items, or to think about perposterous items and get my hopes up about those so the things that i've got little hopes up about seem not to be so hopeless.
When i was writing this donny was sleeping and I was sitting up on the futon in the dark. He was snoring a little bit and it made me so happy to have him with me for christmas that I gave him little kisses in which he said "ow" and i giggled. You'd think i'd have razors for lips. I didnt want to wake him.
Eventually I got bored after the laptop froze and poked him until he woke up. He then slapped his arm around me and I nestled into and contently fell alseep.