SPN 6x21 and 6x22, aka LET'S NOT PANIC TOO MUCH.

[janie_tangerine]

Okay, uhm, probably rambly post under the cut. If you don't ship Dean/Cas and you don't like Cas, you probably don't want to read this. Also, don't expect an even review because everyone knows what I'm talking about here.

Comments

[vella_amor_dm]

well there is that, but you really get inside Cas' head and tell me why he did what he did in a lot of detail and so it all makes sense :)

If I was him... I'd totally get off on Dean being terrified. Errr
LOLFOREVER. now i need kinky authoritative!Cas fic XD

i totally understand your interpretation but, to me, it seemed like they were portraying Cas as someone who was thinking 'none of you believed in me/stood by me. i have no family. FUCK YOU!' or something. which is why i'm so sad because to me that is not Cas at all. that is some power-hungry asshole pretending to be Cas :(

i hope Dean realises the extent of all the sacrifices Cas made for them/him. he basically did EVERYTHING for Dean, and he said that too - he said that he always came when called (lol, so whipped) and so why couldn't Dean trust him just this once? the whole Cas thing felt like the season 4 thing with Sam - if both of them had just worked together, they could have found a way to use the souls and get Cas out of there as Cas... but they didn't, and now he's psychotic *sigh*

SO YES, Dean should feel guilty because he is supposed to learn from the past!!! and care about his boyfriend!

[janie_tangerine]

Lol I just have a thing for breaking down things that way. Might be the fic writer in me, but then again I spent the last two seasons of Lost finding every possible way to justify OOC behavior from every single character so I guess that I'm just wired to it.

I NEED THAT TOO. A WHOLE DAMN LOT.

Well, it kind of was THAT thing. I mean, none of you believed in me, fuck you, but it's Cas empowered on idekhowmanyMONSTERsouls. Because it's not even human souls. Considering that it was like ONE MINUTE after he did it I'll just chalk it up to him being overwhelmed. Also if he's all 'you didn't believe in me, FUCK YOU' it totally means he still has feelings. xDD

I just want S7 to have Dean understanding the lengths Cas went for him. Then having, like, idk, Dean talking him out of that for a mid-season cliffhanger lolol. Or just, Dean trying to bring him back and apologizing like there's no tomorrow. We can hope that happens y/y? I mean, this damned show is all about your family fixing you. Took them two seasons to fix Sam, Dean and John but they did it. It took them four to fix Dean and Sam, but they did it. Now since putting Bobby into it was going to just sound stupid I want to think that it's Cas's turn. I mean, if he gets redeemed then it's the whole point of it, right? Oh dear now I just hope that Misha doesn't destroy all my carefully crafted optimism at the next con he attends. xDDD

[vella_amor_dm]

if he's all 'you didn't believe in me, FUCK YOU' it totally means he still has feelings. xDD
YES! THAT'S IT!!! HE'S JUST HURT THAT DEAN IS STILL REJECTING HIM.

my main problem/worry is that SPN will be cut after season 7 and they just won't ahve time to fix everything properly. idek.
*clings*