fanmix, SPN: life gave me up and I have no control [Jimmy Novak]
Or, I have four mixes I made for spnland and never posted, so I figured I could start doing it, y/y?
Title: life gave me up and I have no control
Fandom: Supernatural
Character/pairings: Jimmy Novak (implied Jimmy/Amelia, if you want to see some very passive/aggressive Jimmy/Castiel in it be my guest)
Type: fanmix
Warnings: 95% grunge music, therefore very angry lyrics and possibly language.
Notes: originally made for the fanmix challenge at spnland, and I'm using it for my spnsupporting Jimmy Novak square. Mostly I've been wanting to do a Jimmy mix for ages but I never found enough songs because I went and looked at the wrong genres. Then it happened that this thing became 95% grunge music or grunge related but heck, it apparently worked, so. XD
1. Killing me sweetly - Scott Weiland
Please don't change.
I'll never be the same.
Now go to sleep gently.
You're killing me sweetly.
'Cos I can't find a way to make you believe
2. The man who sold the world - Nirvana
We passed upon the stair
We spoke of was and when
Although I wasn't there
He said I was his friend
Which came as a surprise
I spoke into his eyes (..)
I gazed a gazeless stare, we walked a million hills
I must have died alone, a long long time ago
3. Let me drown - Soundgarden
Stretch the bones over my skin
Stretch the skin over my head
I'm going to the holy land (..)
So let it go, let it go, won't you let it
Drown me in you, drown me in you, drown me in you
4. Caught between - Screaming Trees
When you walked into the room
I'd never seen your face, I'm here
On the ground with all the crawls
Into your head before the dawn
Now I'm caught between
And tired of all this pain
Hold you under but the shadows
Still remain
5. Sweet Euphoria - Chris Cornell
Sweet Euphoria,
mine is heart you stole.
Touched and broken are the things you love,
using stars to light your candles.
Warms my face but I can't remember yours.
Gone are your dandelions, falling like mine
6. Sin - Stone Temple Pilots
You control me, soul you stole, mine
Wishful thinking
Six feet under
7. A little bitter - Alice in Chains
Lord is this a test
Was it fun creating, yeah?
My god's a little sick
And he wants me crazy
Who
Are you
Who can say
It's ok to live through me?
8. River of deceit - Mad Season
My pain is self-chosen
At least, so The Prophet says
I could either burn
Or cut off my pride and buy some time
A head full of lies is the weight, tied to my waist
9. Corduroy - Pearl Jam
The waiting drove me mad...
You're finally here and I'm a mess.
I take your entrance back -
Can't let you roam inside my head.
I don't want to take what you can give
I would rather starve than eat your bread.
I would rather run but I can't walk
Guess I'll lie alone just like before.
10. Hunger Strike - Temple of the Dog
I don't mind stealing bread
From the mouths of decadence
But I can't feed on the powerless
When my cup's already overfilled (..)
But I'm growing hungry
11. Unchanging - John Frusciante
It's a pleasure to die
A pleasure to be gone
Into the sky we move on
Life is unchanging
It let me go
Life gave me up
And i have no control
12. Word forward - Foo Fighters
Good bye Jimmy, farewell youth (..)
Years that I've wasted
These I owe you's
They're just fucking words
This is life or death
It's time to clear the air
You better save your breath
Say have you heard
Say have you heard
The Poison in my heart
And voices in my head
bonus
13. God - John Lennon
God is a concept,
By which we can measure,
Our pain (...)
The dream is over,
What can I say?
The dream is over
zip with all the songs
Expect shortly a Dean/Cas one, a future!Cas one and a Dean one. Sometime in the next week or two, whenever I remember it.
Title: life gave me up and I have no control
Fandom: Supernatural
Character/pairings: Jimmy Novak (implied Jimmy/Amelia, if you want to see some very passive/aggressive Jimmy/Castiel in it be my guest)
Type: fanmix
Warnings: 95% grunge music, therefore very angry lyrics and possibly language.
Notes: originally made for the fanmix challenge at spnland, and I'm using it for my spnsupporting Jimmy Novak square. Mostly I've been wanting to do a Jimmy mix for ages but I never found enough songs because I went and looked at the wrong genres. Then it happened that this thing became 95% grunge music or grunge related but heck, it apparently worked, so. XD
1. Killing me sweetly - Scott Weiland
Please don't change.
I'll never be the same.
Now go to sleep gently.
You're killing me sweetly.
'Cos I can't find a way to make you believe
2. The man who sold the world - Nirvana
We passed upon the stair
We spoke of was and when
Although I wasn't there
He said I was his friend
Which came as a surprise
I spoke into his eyes (..)
I gazed a gazeless stare, we walked a million hills
I must have died alone, a long long time ago
3. Let me drown - Soundgarden
Stretch the bones over my skin
Stretch the skin over my head
I'm going to the holy land (..)
So let it go, let it go, won't you let it
Drown me in you, drown me in you, drown me in you
4. Caught between - Screaming Trees
When you walked into the room
I'd never seen your face, I'm here
On the ground with all the crawls
Into your head before the dawn
Now I'm caught between
And tired of all this pain
Hold you under but the shadows
Still remain
5. Sweet Euphoria - Chris Cornell
Sweet Euphoria,
mine is heart you stole.
Touched and broken are the things you love,
using stars to light your candles.
Warms my face but I can't remember yours.
Gone are your dandelions, falling like mine
6. Sin - Stone Temple Pilots
You control me, soul you stole, mine
Wishful thinking
Six feet under
7. A little bitter - Alice in Chains
Lord is this a test
Was it fun creating, yeah?
My god's a little sick
And he wants me crazy
Who
Are you
Who can say
It's ok to live through me?
8. River of deceit - Mad Season
My pain is self-chosen
At least, so The Prophet says
I could either burn
Or cut off my pride and buy some time
A head full of lies is the weight, tied to my waist
9. Corduroy - Pearl Jam
The waiting drove me mad...
You're finally here and I'm a mess.
I take your entrance back -
Can't let you roam inside my head.
I don't want to take what you can give
I would rather starve than eat your bread.
I would rather run but I can't walk
Guess I'll lie alone just like before.
10. Hunger Strike - Temple of the Dog
I don't mind stealing bread
From the mouths of decadence
But I can't feed on the powerless
When my cup's already overfilled (..)
But I'm growing hungry
11. Unchanging - John Frusciante
It's a pleasure to die
A pleasure to be gone
Into the sky we move on
Life is unchanging
It let me go
Life gave me up
And i have no control
12. Word forward - Foo Fighters
Good bye Jimmy, farewell youth (..)
Years that I've wasted
These I owe you's
They're just fucking words
This is life or death
It's time to clear the air
You better save your breath
Say have you heard
Say have you heard
The Poison in my heart
And voices in my head
bonus
13. God - John Lennon
God is a concept,
By which we can measure,
Our pain (...)
The dream is over,
What can I say?
The dream is over
zip with all the songs
Expect shortly a Dean/Cas one, a future!Cas one and a Dean one. Sometime in the next week or two, whenever I remember it.