update
so another talk... sean told me that we are too different, and we don't have enough in common and that was irritating him. and i mean... it's hard cuz i guess i have to agree, although for me, it was those things that i liked about us. i liked that he was into computers and i was into theater because we both learned stuff from each other. i felt like we had enough in common to still have fun together, but he didn't and i guess that is just another one of those things that i can't control... i hate not being in control of my own life.
so yea.. i was going to try to move out of my dorm today, or at least get everything packed up into boxes. but i'd have to go to target or something to buy boxes to put stuff in and i really don't feel like going anywhere. so maybe i'll just try to put stuff into piles and get the other bed put together. i won't be able to bunk them though... maybe my RA will help me do that when i check out.
talked to steph yesterday and wyteria (our 4th person) moved into the apartment. she was already in a Priess apartment so they let her move in early. the rooms are switching up a little bit, now i get the one with two windows!!!! i'm happy cuz i love sunlight!! wyteria is also going to put the electricity in her name since my parents are duke power customers (we have to use progress energy) and couldn't co-sign. we still have to figure out the internet and cable stuff. hopefully jiseon will want cable cuz i know that i'll die without it- hha.
work has been going well and i've been making alot of money which is great because when school starts i have to cut back in hours. right now i'm working on saving up the money for classes next semester. i've got about 1700 saved and i'll probably need 2200 or so. i suppose the good thing about breaking up is that i won't have to spend all the money on the trip to Busch Gardens with sean that we were planning.