most. pointless. entry. ever.

Mar 22, 2004 18:47

today i sat in a park that seemed foreign to me, i watched and listened... thought and analyzed. its been a while since i could do this and feel absolutely worry free.

i watched my brother walk away from me, hundreds of yards to where i couldnt make out the design on his shirt any longer. i wanted to tell him to stop...to come back, but i could tell exactly what he was feeling. he watched my reaction as he walked further his smile and smirk got larger. he longed for the freedom that he could usually never attain...to just be let alone and see things for himself.

this is the exact way that i feel all the time. however, it involves larger more abstract situations. and to just get a taste of it, doesnt seem to be enough.

i find myself relating myself to the weirdest situations and empathizing more than ever.
i came home and felt relieved almost, clear-headed and ready to face anything.

i am looking forward the remainder of this week.
imisseveryone.
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