because I need an outlet
I’m feeling it again.
I don’t know what happened but when this week started, I felt a shift on my mood and I knew, I knew it was going to happen again.
That feeling of listlessness.
I felt like it came at a bad timing, with Shinhwa’s last week of promotions. I’ve been doing quite well weeks before. I don’t know what happened. I usually feel this way around summer, when the temperature is off the charts and it’s too freakin’ hot to do anything that requires movement.
Is it the dreary weather? The storm (please please please go away)? My lack of company? Or that I don’t want company? Is it the lost of someone? Other people’s Instagram-worthy happiness? I don’t know. I’m not feeling particularly envious of anyone. I don’t think I’m sad. But I’m pretty sure I’m not exactly high-spirited.
Anyway, I just feel like posting this in hopes mahimasmasan ako.
It will pass. It always does. I just have to remember to live with a grateful heart.
It will pass.