Mar 05, 2005 19:04
Well im at Jenns house now....thinga got really bad between me ands my mom today....she thought i was liying bout where i was last nite and we bitched at each other for about an hour this morning then my dad calmed me down and hes lik idk y she thinks u go places and u dont tell us bout it but she does so jus make sure u tell the truth cause i dont wanna have to fallow u everywhere u go to make sure thats wat u say ur doing...i was jus lik wow thanks guys! then my dad said i could go out w/ carly, jenn and dani-so carly came and picked me up and me and my mom got into it once again and carly could hear us yelling at each other from inside my house and she was in her car! thats bad!! well i stormed out of my house and got in the car w/ her and we went and hung out w/ everyone....then at lik 5:30 i desided to go home-after gettin home my mom was lik do u wanna go to dinner w/ ur dad and i and i said i would rather die then go eat w/ them and i slamed my door to my room and i cryed for lik 10 minutes then i went out and was lik im goin out w/ jenn tonite and shes lik i dont think so and we started arguing in the kitchen and things went from bad to hell and she slapped me accrossed the face and i went bak into my room and cryed until i hear them leave then i got up and went in my bathroom and jus sat on the floor in silence then i just got up and punched a hole in my wall its not that big but my class ring made a huge circle of paint and w/e underthe paint come out of my wall then i called my dad and said i was goin out w/ jenn then she came and got me and now im here....and i guess were goin out somewhere tonite but idk i jus know i dont wanna be home....its weird my moms never hit me before it hurt sooo bad....idk i guess i finaly jus got her sooo pissed off at me that she hit jus hit me...w/e im goin to go out tonite and drink away my sorrows-