AWAKE!!! SON OF A BITCH!

[janezaartherad]

So I really don't know why I can't sleep... it's kinda pissing me off... I think it's because I slept all day for the past two days due to sickness... I hope I can get over this... I have a bladder infection... which sucks!!!!

Burkhart Brannick and Tyler are coming down Saturday to help Ayron pack so he can move up there with them... which is cool I suppose... I'm gonna miss the kid!

So it's pretty much official that I'm going to be moving out of my house soon... my mom's pretty sad about it... it makes me feel bad... it's not that I don't like my house... it's just that I feel like I need independence and all that jazz... and I need a place of my own to make meth...

For some reason I feel like I'm broken... it doesn't feel good...

AHH!!! I really wish I could go to sleep!!! I laid in my bed for an HOUR!! and nothing!!! DAMNIT!

I'm hungry but I'm too lazy to make myself something to eat... and I can't get the cap to my medicine open... I lose...

TO JUSTIN: Nate and Yourself should hang out with Dalena, the boys, and I on Saturday night... if you want that is... you don't have too... I know how much I lose...

Well I tink that's all... I'm probably going to go upstairs and try and sleep again... wish me luck...