i need a break
1) you have been a really big inspiration to me this semester. i hate the class that i see you in but i try my hardest not to miss it knowing that youll be there.
2) i love you the most when im not with you. when im with you i still love you but im full of bitterness. when i talk to you im full of bitterness. i try to be nice when youre around i really do but its hard to try. i dont think we're ever going to fix things. not that it wouldnt work out, its just not on our list of things to do. i know youre happy. you told me so. i know i didnt show it, but ill try to be happy for you. i wish things were the way they used to be. why did we let people get in the way of us? we're supposed to put each other first.
3) i dont know if ive ever thanked you for being one of my closest friends. i thought i lost you. i really did. i didnt understand how things were the way they were. temporarily losing you from my life put me in one of the lowest points ive ever been in but time healed our wounds and even though we arent as close as we once were, im glad that things ended up the way they did because after everything, surprisingly, i still care.
4) the fights weve had in the past have been the craziest ever. you were such a punk growing up. youre still a pain in the ass but i cant help but be happy whenever i know that im going to see you. i surprise myself when i start to miss you randomly. sometimes i wish you would show other people the side of you that you show me.
5) you were a punk growing up too!!! i never thought wed be as close as we are. i worry about you sometimes though. i know youve been through a lot and i dont want you to get hurt anymore. i miss being around you and i respect you so much. youve done so much for me. i love going to you for advice. but sometimes, you have to think about yourself too before everyone else ok?
6) i cant get enough of you. i really cant. i want more of you!!! i go insane when you arent around. i hate it but strangely, it comforts me at the same time. it doesnt take much for me to smile at the thought of you, but it doesnt take much for me to get mad at the thought of you either. but if i didnt care, i wouldnt feel that strongly about you so maybe it can be a good thing. i know i can be a baby but thank you for dealing with me. on top of everything, i have so much love and respect for you and i really hope you know that.
7) whenever im with you it feels like im on vacation. theres never a dull moment with you. EVER. i love how open we are with each other. you take me away from all the shit i worry about. youre my breath of fresh air. my sunshine on a cloudy day. hahahhaha i love how our personalities bounce off of each other. we have soo much chemistry together. i love how close we still are after all this time. i know things are different between us... that we have our own lives and that we're growing apart, but i know that no matter what, we'll find our way back each other. we always have.
8) youre a pleasant surprise. i never thought we'd amount to being anywhere near this close. maybe we're a little tooooo comfortable with each other. its ok though, because even if we've seen the good and the bad in each other, i know that you love me for being me and expect nothing more.
9) we really have warmed up to each other havent we? youre the only person who will laugh at the dumbest shit with me and will laugh with me when theres nothing to laugh about. i have so much energy when im around you. youre so peppy hahaha i love it
10) i think we lost it for a little bit. we lost whatever connection we had to each other. i dont know if we spent too much or we didnt spend enough time together but whatever it was that we lost, im happy it isnt lost anymore. i was never ready to lose you as a friend, but i guess breaks really do work out for the better.
2) i love you the most when im not with you. when im with you i still love you but im full of bitterness. when i talk to you im full of bitterness. i try to be nice when youre around i really do but its hard to try. i dont think we're ever going to fix things. not that it wouldnt work out, its just not on our list of things to do. i know youre happy. you told me so. i know i didnt show it, but ill try to be happy for you. i wish things were the way they used to be. why did we let people get in the way of us? we're supposed to put each other first.
3) i dont know if ive ever thanked you for being one of my closest friends. i thought i lost you. i really did. i didnt understand how things were the way they were. temporarily losing you from my life put me in one of the lowest points ive ever been in but time healed our wounds and even though we arent as close as we once were, im glad that things ended up the way they did because after everything, surprisingly, i still care.
4) the fights weve had in the past have been the craziest ever. you were such a punk growing up. youre still a pain in the ass but i cant help but be happy whenever i know that im going to see you. i surprise myself when i start to miss you randomly. sometimes i wish you would show other people the side of you that you show me.
5) you were a punk growing up too!!! i never thought wed be as close as we are. i worry about you sometimes though. i know youve been through a lot and i dont want you to get hurt anymore. i miss being around you and i respect you so much. youve done so much for me. i love going to you for advice. but sometimes, you have to think about yourself too before everyone else ok?
6) i cant get enough of you. i really cant. i want more of you!!! i go insane when you arent around. i hate it but strangely, it comforts me at the same time. it doesnt take much for me to smile at the thought of you, but it doesnt take much for me to get mad at the thought of you either. but if i didnt care, i wouldnt feel that strongly about you so maybe it can be a good thing. i know i can be a baby but thank you for dealing with me. on top of everything, i have so much love and respect for you and i really hope you know that.
7) whenever im with you it feels like im on vacation. theres never a dull moment with you. EVER. i love how open we are with each other. you take me away from all the shit i worry about. youre my breath of fresh air. my sunshine on a cloudy day. hahahhaha i love how our personalities bounce off of each other. we have soo much chemistry together. i love how close we still are after all this time. i know things are different between us... that we have our own lives and that we're growing apart, but i know that no matter what, we'll find our way back each other. we always have.
8) youre a pleasant surprise. i never thought we'd amount to being anywhere near this close. maybe we're a little tooooo comfortable with each other. its ok though, because even if we've seen the good and the bad in each other, i know that you love me for being me and expect nothing more.
9) we really have warmed up to each other havent we? youre the only person who will laugh at the dumbest shit with me and will laugh with me when theres nothing to laugh about. i have so much energy when im around you. youre so peppy hahaha i love it
10) i think we lost it for a little bit. we lost whatever connection we had to each other. i dont know if we spent too much or we didnt spend enough time together but whatever it was that we lost, im happy it isnt lost anymore. i was never ready to lose you as a friend, but i guess breaks really do work out for the better.