everything goes wrong at once
soooo lets see. i think if i hear one more thing of bad news im seriously gonna lose it. i cant take anymore bad news! everything that can possibly go wrong has at once. i think the worst thing is my grandfather. hes dying and i just wont bring myself to believe it. i cant take it. the worst part is that hes going down hill damn fast. and it really sucks. i have so much shit on my mind lately that i cant even think straight! i just dont know what to do anymore. i hate this. soo besides my grandfather doing bad, i find out my brother isnt doing to good again either! i just cant take it. i dont know what i would do if i lost him. i cant even think about it. i need to get away. i cant deal with this. i cant even sleep anymore. i hate it! its like my whole world is just falling apart right in front of me and i cant do anything to stop it.