what a shitty weekend
ok so here is my weekend. friday night was fun. went home and hung out with my brother for a little. fought with my mom as alway and like always my brother defended me and i him. so i helped him get ready for his halloween party that he was going to. it was funny. i swear i cant go a minute without laughing with him. hes just so damn funny and he has problems with putting jewlery on. but the fro was a good look for him. good times. well then i went and saw the movie SAW. ok that movie was fucking fucked up and that pretty much explains it all right there. ok i almost puked cause it was so nasty. but the sick thing is that shit like that really happens. but i say go see it (steph that is a negative with you! i know you will HATE it) its pretty messed up but kinda interesting at times. then i went back to jons with everyone and like always we partied it up like whoa baby! so friday was a good night. and now saturday....
ok saturday was a really bad day. i couldnt sleep and was up around 8. do you ever have those days when you can just tell something is wrong and you dont know what it is until you actually see it??? well that is what happened to me. well anyways i tossed and turned and got ready. then i waited for jon to come back cause i didnt have a key to lock his place up! but as i was saying...so i went home and saw my uncle and it didnt even accure to me that something wasnt right. he always comes over when something happens. well as i was walking into my room i saw a glance of my brother and i asked him how his halloween party was and how his costume turned out. he told me it was a bad night! then when i came out of my room and saw him sitting in his chair i just froze! i asked him what happened and he told me he hit a tree. i have never seen my brother look so bad out of all the times he looked sick. his nose was busted up and when he was sleeping, he had his mouth opened and i could see the blood just dripping in his mouth! whenever he blew his nose it was all blood! his leg is fucked up and he has a sever concusion! and do you think he will go to the fucking drs.??? hell no! why you may ask....well i dont know. i cant get inside of his head! all i know is he made it perfectly clear he doesnt want to go! and the day of his accident he doesnt even remember anything. all he remembers is hitting the tree! i dont know what to do. i feel like im falling apart inside! i know i cant do anything except be there for him!
thanks tina for listing to me and talking to me. it made me feel a lot better! even though i may seem upset...i am but not as upset! you understand how i feel casue your really close to your brother and if anything happened to him you would be like me! thanks roomie...your the bestest! heart ya!!!!
ok so now that i got that out and i found out how shitty im doing in school right now...im gonna go watch a movie and not care about any of it!
ok saturday was a really bad day. i couldnt sleep and was up around 8. do you ever have those days when you can just tell something is wrong and you dont know what it is until you actually see it??? well that is what happened to me. well anyways i tossed and turned and got ready. then i waited for jon to come back cause i didnt have a key to lock his place up! but as i was saying...so i went home and saw my uncle and it didnt even accure to me that something wasnt right. he always comes over when something happens. well as i was walking into my room i saw a glance of my brother and i asked him how his halloween party was and how his costume turned out. he told me it was a bad night! then when i came out of my room and saw him sitting in his chair i just froze! i asked him what happened and he told me he hit a tree. i have never seen my brother look so bad out of all the times he looked sick. his nose was busted up and when he was sleeping, he had his mouth opened and i could see the blood just dripping in his mouth! whenever he blew his nose it was all blood! his leg is fucked up and he has a sever concusion! and do you think he will go to the fucking drs.??? hell no! why you may ask....well i dont know. i cant get inside of his head! all i know is he made it perfectly clear he doesnt want to go! and the day of his accident he doesnt even remember anything. all he remembers is hitting the tree! i dont know what to do. i feel like im falling apart inside! i know i cant do anything except be there for him!
thanks tina for listing to me and talking to me. it made me feel a lot better! even though i may seem upset...i am but not as upset! you understand how i feel casue your really close to your brother and if anything happened to him you would be like me! thanks roomie...your the bestest! heart ya!!!!
ok so now that i got that out and i found out how shitty im doing in school right now...im gonna go watch a movie and not care about any of it!