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Mar 20, 2006 11:46

Right now...im really sad. My bro is doing so bad and he cant even stop himself. its so hard to think that one day hes so smart and swears never to do anything bad and the next he is the oppsoite of what he swore he wouldnt be.

saturday i went to my cousins quince and he opened up to me. he even dnaced and hugged me as if he was never mad at me in the first place. i was shocked and at the same time so moved that he did that.

he asked for my help...he wants to chnage and be different but he refuses to come home...he likes to live on his own...with his own rules.. BUT rules make things go better.

i wanna help him...im tryin so hard and it breaks my heart in a million different pieces to see him like this.

ahhh. i hope he decides to come home. i miss him. hes not the mean guy he pretends to be. blahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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