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So today i hope to have a BETTER start for the new year.
i remember last year was fun but came witha terrible blow later on that day and that ruined half my year. (not many ppl know that)
but this year seems to be alot more promising.
here are some things i look forward to for 2006
*my new years kiss
*my trip with alex to San Antonio(SIX FLAGS!)
*my proposal (haha i cant wait to see him do that)
*continuing to be happy
i think 2006 could be a fantastic year if i had a good relationship with my brother but it doesnt seem like that will be happening. we no longer get along and i am no longer welcome in his life. it saddens me alot..i think more than he knows...but i can only hope that he gets over his hate towards me.
today looks like a fun day with my family and my in laws. i love that our families mesh well together. it really makes me happy.
it also makes me feel sad for shan that shesnot fortunate enough to have a good relationship with her bfs family. they r dicks and i wish i could kick all their asses for talkin so much shit bout my sis. but its ok shans bf is now part of our family and we will show him what a lovin family is.
HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone.
i remember last year was fun but came witha terrible blow later on that day and that ruined half my year. (not many ppl know that)
but this year seems to be alot more promising.
here are some things i look forward to for 2006
*my new years kiss
*my trip with alex to San Antonio(SIX FLAGS!)
*my proposal (haha i cant wait to see him do that)
*continuing to be happy
i think 2006 could be a fantastic year if i had a good relationship with my brother but it doesnt seem like that will be happening. we no longer get along and i am no longer welcome in his life. it saddens me alot..i think more than he knows...but i can only hope that he gets over his hate towards me.
today looks like a fun day with my family and my in laws. i love that our families mesh well together. it really makes me happy.
it also makes me feel sad for shan that shesnot fortunate enough to have a good relationship with her bfs family. they r dicks and i wish i could kick all their asses for talkin so much shit bout my sis. but its ok shans bf is now part of our family and we will show him what a lovin family is.
HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone.