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"Jan and I are still not talking but i dont really care.
I am having fun with my true friends who dont diss me for their boyfriends."
*sigh*
i dont even know how to explain the anger i felt when i read that.
its stupid. she hasnt talked to me in 2 weeks. ive tried...and she ignores me. what the hell am i spose to dowhen ur tryin and u get ignored?
is it so bad that i am with my bf? my bf is a ood guy. he loves my family... i mean he likes my sister as a friend alot. he likes hnagin out with her..but she sees him as an enemy. i dont get it. i always tried including her in things..and for awhile it was ok..but i dont know what went wrong.
i wish i could be happy with my bf AND my family. why cant she be happy for me?
it really does suck cuz she doesnt realize how sad i get. i do cry. i cry cuz shan is so important to me...she was my best friend since forever. and now...she hates me. how do i fix it shannon?
i mean i think its pretty fuckin pathetic i have to go thru live journal to talk to my own sister...but if thats what it takes to make her realize that im not doing anythin wrong then so be it.
ahhh im so frustrated.
bye
I am having fun with my true friends who dont diss me for their boyfriends."
*sigh*
i dont even know how to explain the anger i felt when i read that.
its stupid. she hasnt talked to me in 2 weeks. ive tried...and she ignores me. what the hell am i spose to dowhen ur tryin and u get ignored?
is it so bad that i am with my bf? my bf is a ood guy. he loves my family... i mean he likes my sister as a friend alot. he likes hnagin out with her..but she sees him as an enemy. i dont get it. i always tried including her in things..and for awhile it was ok..but i dont know what went wrong.
i wish i could be happy with my bf AND my family. why cant she be happy for me?
it really does suck cuz she doesnt realize how sad i get. i do cry. i cry cuz shan is so important to me...she was my best friend since forever. and now...she hates me. how do i fix it shannon?
i mean i think its pretty fuckin pathetic i have to go thru live journal to talk to my own sister...but if thats what it takes to make her realize that im not doing anythin wrong then so be it.
ahhh im so frustrated.
bye