one of those days

Dec 13, 2006 16:32

Oh what a day!! I knew that I would be hit with the bad carma sooner or later but I never expected it to be this way.. I not only broke the mirror by I think that I may have fallen though it and landed on the wrong side of the life
My mom who has been the most healthiest person I know, the person who has been my rock, is suddenly having all sorts of health issue, ok she is 90 and things are expected to happen but it should be spread out over time not all at once...
Skin Cancer nasty stuff, yet easy to cure for the most part, in fact the cure hurt more then the actually skin cancer. and we could get thru that, but now they are finding possible traces of cancer in other places that may or may not be cancer, and may or may not be easy to cure.
I am really torn about flying up to NY to see her or staying put until she tell me that she would like for me to come and see her.
I can't really afford the trip up North, and I was hoping that the next time I go up I could take a longer Vac and stop in DC and maybe get a chance to see Angela and Laurel too. I miss them a lot. I think I need a Vac for real. Between work, and home I feel like it is never ending and I am so tired.
I think I will take a day for me!! Soon!!
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