A somewhat fraudulent Sunday post ...
... because I haven't written anything at all for two weeks.
I can't quite work out why. Part of it is that I've been working nights, and normally I do three days/two night shifts, but I won't go back to that pattern until next week, and normally I write sort of late-ish at night - about 11pm, but obviously that doesn't happen when I'm working nights (well. Second shift really, but "nights" is easier to say - lol).
I'm tired and stressed out, and had a week last week, but let's not go into that.
I'm a little scared, to be honest, that this is the start of another really long stretch of writer's block. I had it for something like a year before I fell into fandom last year and started writing. And it's been a bit of a lurking dread in the back of my mind since then that it's going to come back. I think this is the longest non-writing stretch I've had in the past year or so, which is why I'm a little concerned.
I SHOULD be working on charity ficlets, and sorting out my Lambliff and Inception big bangs and instead I'm kind of ... numb. I love words. Words are my thing, my passion, my raisin, if you will, and if the words have abandoned me again ... well. I don't know.
ANYWAY. ENOUGH MELODRAMA. WHY DID I START WITH THE MELODRAMA WHEN THIS IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING TO EXIST IN THE HISTORY OF THE PREVIOUS UNIVERSE, THIS UNIVERSE, AND THE NEXT:
ADAM.
FUCKING.
LAMBERT.
IN AUCKLAND. AND I'M GOING. Lol I still don't quite believe it. I'm meeting up with atomic_dawn in Wellington and we're going to have so much fun oh my god!!!!
So, I had a shithouse week last week, BUT ADAM. FUCKING. LAMBERT. Live. AS IN: NOT. ON. YOUTUBE.
I can't quite work out why. Part of it is that I've been working nights, and normally I do three days/two night shifts, but I won't go back to that pattern until next week, and normally I write sort of late-ish at night - about 11pm, but obviously that doesn't happen when I'm working nights (well. Second shift really, but "nights" is easier to say - lol).
I'm tired and stressed out, and had a week last week, but let's not go into that.
I'm a little scared, to be honest, that this is the start of another really long stretch of writer's block. I had it for something like a year before I fell into fandom last year and started writing. And it's been a bit of a lurking dread in the back of my mind since then that it's going to come back. I think this is the longest non-writing stretch I've had in the past year or so, which is why I'm a little concerned.
I SHOULD be working on charity ficlets, and sorting out my Lambliff and Inception big bangs and instead I'm kind of ... numb. I love words. Words are my thing, my passion, my raisin, if you will, and if the words have abandoned me again ... well. I don't know.
ANYWAY. ENOUGH MELODRAMA. WHY DID I START WITH THE MELODRAMA WHEN THIS IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING TO EXIST IN THE HISTORY OF THE PREVIOUS UNIVERSE, THIS UNIVERSE, AND THE NEXT:
ADAM.
FUCKING.
LAMBERT.
IN AUCKLAND. AND I'M GOING. Lol I still don't quite believe it. I'm meeting up with atomic_dawn in Wellington and we're going to have so much fun oh my god!!!!
So, I had a shithouse week last week, BUT ADAM. FUCKING. LAMBERT. Live. AS IN: NOT. ON. YOUTUBE.