Mar 21, 2005 22:00
I wish people nowadays were upfront with their emotions. I love Nils James Herdelin and I always will because he has been there with me through the toughest times of my life. He is my best friend, and at times, I wish that he could understand where I am coming from. Even though Michael Sheehy and I do not quite see eye-to-eye, I still have feelings for him. This year, he has been one of the nicest guys that I have met and I only wish things would have turned out differently for us. I am a caring and compassionate person and it always seems as though my heart gets stomped on. PARKER SCINTA, I care about you also. I do not and have never hated you and I wish that you would come around and try to get to know me before you judge me. Art, I am sorry if I have caused problems between you and your friends, I never meant to hurt anyone. I just wish that all of us could get along, but the world is not perfect. As for the other guys in my life: Chad, Paul, and Richard, thanks for being there for me. You guys are the coolest and I hope that we can hang out more often. No, I am not a virgin, but that does not make me a terrible person. If I am upsetting anyone, I am truly sorry. If you need a shoulder to cry on, I am here and I will always be here. That goes for my elementary school best friends, Kiki Stovall and Brittany Girton, and also Pamela Adkins, my middle school best friend. It's a jungle out there and I am an elephant passing by.