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It's interesting how much I think about suicide. It seemes like that's the one way of showing everybody. Problem is, it's such a copout. Sure, I'd show everybody, but I'd also be dead. At least all of this fucking bullshit would be over. I can't deal with this constant bombardent.If my parents want to send me to live with my dad, fine. I really don't give a shit. I wish I could see the look on everyone's fucking face if I killed myself. Selfish, yes I know, but it proves a point and it sure as fuck drives the nail home.