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Jun 13, 2011 19:28

 I had a really bad day today.  It was all going well.  Then I went to my cousins house and she made me lunch.  But I didn't realise she put so much oil in everything, which doubled the calories.  I just cracked when I found out and started eating loads, since I was gonna have to puke it anyways.  I got out of there sharpish, went to the shop and started eating.  I ate so much, and purged.  Then I did it all again about an hour later.  Why do we do this to ourselves?  Now my room is a mess, covered in crumbs and empty wrappers.  I smell like puke and my boyfriend is coming round, I feel so so gross.  Plan of action, get off bum, clean room, have a shower, drink lots of green tea.  Change of plan.  He just text me saying he will be here in 15 minutes.  Got to go, need to sort my shit out, ASAP!!  Tomorrow will be better.
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