relationship
so i say, "I don't know if you would think this is a good thing or not, but I don't feel like I am in a relationship. I feel like you are my friend and I'm going to hang out with my friend - oh and we [do that thing]."
so he says, "No, it's great! that's why I haven't freaked out about having a girlfriend. I like how things are. I would like to see you every day, but that wouldn't be good for me and it wouldn't be good for you and then we would both freak out."
so, things are perfect. i love how we are and he brings so much joy to my life. but we have our own lives and we do our own things and yet we're together and everything is good. i feel like, right now, i have my cake and i'm eating it too.
ps.
ever watch that show, Ace of Cakes?
Well, I live next to the building where they film it.
Yeah. I saw a sign that says "charm city cakes" and thought, "hey, i wonder if that is where they film..." and then on my way home yeseterday, the road was blocked off because they were filming. I asked Matt and he replied, "Oh yeah. Didn't I tell you about that? They block off the road all the time. It gets annoying."
so he says, "No, it's great! that's why I haven't freaked out about having a girlfriend. I like how things are. I would like to see you every day, but that wouldn't be good for me and it wouldn't be good for you and then we would both freak out."
so, things are perfect. i love how we are and he brings so much joy to my life. but we have our own lives and we do our own things and yet we're together and everything is good. i feel like, right now, i have my cake and i'm eating it too.
ps.
ever watch that show, Ace of Cakes?
Well, I live next to the building where they film it.
Yeah. I saw a sign that says "charm city cakes" and thought, "hey, i wonder if that is where they film..." and then on my way home yeseterday, the road was blocked off because they were filming. I asked Matt and he replied, "Oh yeah. Didn't I tell you about that? They block off the road all the time. It gets annoying."