May 16, 2005 11:59
Hey HEY hey !!! well idk .. I haven’t done much … Im just chililn around the house just chillin doin whatever .. ya know … I ate and had a smoke .. Yumz .. talked to <3 emily <3 I miss her … im kinda scared im goin down there during hurricane season .. kinda scary .. and she found Country !!!!! Hell yea …. And she seems to be doing good down there bein a PiMp !!! lol … umm lets see im goin to school today .. and runnin to Bk to get muh check .. my mom and me talked about janines grad. Party .. fun stuff I guess …. She just left to go get her cake ordered .. muh aunt Becky wont be attending I guess .. like that’s a big surprise .. I wish it were JENNIFER that wasn’t attending it … but u cant always get what u want now can u …. Lol … umm im tired of fuckin fight with bruce everyday about all this DUMB ass shit … Its like I cant just stay home … I mean I like being over there but I like being at home … just layin around its nice .. I wish people could just understand that … Just ONCE !!!!!ugh*^%&* and I guess im not doing shit with my life according to erin and Jessica .. but that’s ok .. im not here to prove it to ne one but myself…. As long as I know im trying .. isn’t that all that matters??? I cant wait to go see Emily in Fl….. it will be great … jon called me last nite … it was nice haven’t talked to him in a few days … he was bothering me about what I did all week long .. y I didn’t call him where I was it was funny … I told him I was at bruces .. and he got all jelouse … that was kinda funny as well .. he wanted me to come over on Friday nite and drink cuz all his friends were there .. woulda been fun if I would have been home wouldn’t it have ….. but ne ways ….
Idk what I want with bruce .. I like him but I don’t like a lot of the things he does .. im not used to people .. that get fucked up .. I mean the only ones I have dated were fuckin Rob and Frank and that was all thanks to Emily and steffie for smokein .. lol lol thanks gurls .. fun times … but idk ne more ….. : /
Im just kinda used to being on my own .. not used to some one treating me nice .. I do like it .. but im my own person and ne one who really knows me and I mean REALLY knows me … knows I need my space …. So idk where this is all gonna … all depends on what happens down the road .. but im off to grandpas to take a shower seeing as how I DON’T HAVE ONE *&^%(&*)( thanks dad … Just had to redo the bathroom !!!!! o well tho …
****I like it I love it I want some more of it !!! J I tried so hard .. I cant rise above it , Idk what it is about that lil gals Lovin .. but I like I love it I want some more of it !!***** come baby .. u know what I like !!!! la la la la la la … Gotta love Country!!!!!! Moose country