You don't know what it's like to be me...<3
As of right now my life is pretty much going down the crapper. Alteast i'm glad i have Cassie and kaylee right now.. Cassie in general. I don't know what id do right now if she wasnt here.. so many shitty things are going on in my life at the moment.. i dont know how much more i can take..
{}My mom is never home anymore.
{}I hardly ever eat.. i'm not annerexic, my mom's never home to make it, buy stuff, or give me money..
{}I need a job because my mom doesnt have one and my step dad left and ughh.. why do i need to worry about this?!!?!
{}Matt was really gay tonight. He was an ass to me. I guess we can't be together because he's apparently moving away in 5 months. But hes going to college in 7 anyways.. so why does 2 months really matter..? i don't get you...i don't think i ever will..why can't you just let us be..and see where we will be..take a chance on me..
{}my hand hurts really bad because i got really mad and sad and i hit a tree with my hand and its all bruised and i cant move it.
{}And brittany is being a real bitch right now.. Ive been balling my eyes out since like 9 and she has been talking to her gay ass "taylor" for all of it.. i mean it would bother me anyways if it was anyone else, but come on thanks.. and like she hasnt even gotten off the phone for a total of like 10 mins.. i mean why doesnt she just leave then.. god.. what the fuck.
Other things are upsetting me but i dont want to get into..
Thanks Cassie and Kaylee.. you are my world..
Comment and leave me some happy thoughts.. i could use them right about now..