"Sometimes I drive or ride with my eyes closed tight ...
...because if the skyline looks this way then I don't want to sleep tonight."
i never update anymore..
nothing really going on lately, school, work, hang out with friends when i get a chance..its kind of depressing not being in high school..its sad that i miss it..i miss being able to see everyone all the time..i also miss how easy it was..o well, life goes on..
im in an odd mood..i feel numb, maybe that isnt the word...i just feel like my life is happening (or not happening) and im just watching..wondering whats going on..i just feel weird..or stuck..or something i cant describe..
i miss chelsea and erica, i never get to see them..happy birth day erica shes the big one eight..lucky lady...i went up to eastern to see chels last night...it was a good time..i dyed her hair pink..its sweet..hanging out with her is so much fun, since she is my best friend...but i get sad when i come home...its just strange...i dont know..i also miss meeting new people like we would..kind of alot i think, like i never go to shows anymore or go outside of my comfort group of people i hang out with..i dunno..its exciting to meet new ppl sometimes..i havent in quite a long time...
im trying to decide what school im going to go to and what im going to do with my life..these are some pretty big decisions, and im very indecisive..bad quality to have...
this is random and im finished:)
i never update anymore..
nothing really going on lately, school, work, hang out with friends when i get a chance..its kind of depressing not being in high school..its sad that i miss it..i miss being able to see everyone all the time..i also miss how easy it was..o well, life goes on..
im in an odd mood..i feel numb, maybe that isnt the word...i just feel like my life is happening (or not happening) and im just watching..wondering whats going on..i just feel weird..or stuck..or something i cant describe..
i miss chelsea and erica, i never get to see them..happy birth day erica shes the big one eight..lucky lady...i went up to eastern to see chels last night...it was a good time..i dyed her hair pink..its sweet..hanging out with her is so much fun, since she is my best friend...but i get sad when i come home...its just strange...i dont know..i also miss meeting new people like we would..kind of alot i think, like i never go to shows anymore or go outside of my comfort group of people i hang out with..i dunno..its exciting to meet new ppl sometimes..i havent in quite a long time...
im trying to decide what school im going to go to and what im going to do with my life..these are some pretty big decisions, and im very indecisive..bad quality to have...
this is random and im finished:)