I dont want to waste your time....but if you could just read thisbrunette637September 16 2007, 22:54:29 UTC
i know we got off to a horrid start but...just do me a fav...im not doing this for attention..just read this ..and give me your honest opinon...dont call me names or make me feel bad..just tell me ...HONESTLY..what you would do
Lately i have been so jealous its getting to the point where its ruining my relationship!It all started bc my boyfriend ((justin)) I wouldnt say hes controlling..hes just like very protective and he always wants to know about every single detailed thing i do when im not with him!Its so wierd bc i used to be the most CHILL person ever..and its like all of a sudden im so insecure and jealous of everyone ...its sickening!I hate being jealous...besides it being TOTALLY UNHEALTHY its making me even more self concious and i just cant find a way to control it...I'l just explain the situation...Used to work at this sports bar with him (thats how we met, we both started working there on the same day basically and we both moed to florida in august last year)We started dating ..but there was always this girl *amanda* following him around...she was nice to me and i was nice to her (im never really a bitch unless i really have a problem) She would follow him around and everytime i turned around she was stuck up his ass...they would flirt and horseplay around the restraunt all the time- it got really annoying and VERY REDICULOUS...so i started flirting around with this guy all the time..the SECOND DAY I even talked to the guy *austin* he told me ..."yeah your boyfriend told me to stay away from you"
WTF- HOW OUTTA LINE?
So i was like you know its fucked up that your telling ppl to stay away from me and your constantly around amanda ..taking smoke breaks and flirting around and letting her massage your back and practically groping you in front of me!Okay so He told her to back off bc he doesnt like when guys are soo touchy feely with me and hes sure i dont appreciate it..yada yada yada...Well my friend told me amanda liked justin and she said" you know her and jaime(me) are together right? and she said "yeh i dont care though i just wanna HOLLER" WTF? HOLLER? COME ON! well it stoped for awhile like a few days then it started again....needless to say i QUIT! i mean after leaving work everyday almost in tears bc this girl would not stop...i mean even just outta respect..she knew we were together..and we were always all over each other.....i mean in a way i would take it out on him by ignoring him at work...but still..its like have some respect for other girls and yourself!...well i hadnt heard anything about it in a while...or about her..i got a new job..we still stayed together...But while he was out of having a car...I took him to work one morning...and then i picked him up later that night...my cell was dead i asked to use his...and i saw that amanda had called him 3 or 4 times and he had called her 3 or 4 times..TOTALLY CONFUSED..i asked him what the deal was..and he said that her CAR BROKE DOWN AND HE HAD TO GO HELP HER and FORGOT TO TELL ME
FIRST OFF..he doesnt have a car so how is he gonna ask someonelse to borrow their car to go help some girl he knows i hate..and he knows had tried to come between us!
SECOND OFF- how is he going to l ie to me and try to hide it..he didnt FORGET..he texts me like no OTHER ...almost like every 15 minutes atleast while hes at work!
so im pissed at this point...but i told him to just give me a day and id get over it and be fine...even though he practically LIED!
i know we got off to a horrid start but...just do me a fav...im not doing this for attention..just read this ..and give me your honest opinon...dont call me names or make me feel bad..just tell me ...HONESTLY..what you would do
Lately i have been so jealous its getting to the point where its ruining my relationship!It all started bc my boyfriend ((justin)) I wouldnt say hes controlling..hes just like very protective and he always wants to know about every single detailed thing i do when im not with him!Its so wierd bc i used to be the most CHILL person ever..and its like all of a sudden im so insecure and jealous of everyone ...its sickening!I hate being jealous...besides it being TOTALLY UNHEALTHY its making me even more self concious and i just cant find a way to control it...I'l just explain the situation...Used to work at this sports bar with him (thats how we met, we both started working there on the same day basically and we both moed to florida in august last year)We started dating ..but there was always this girl *amanda* following him around...she was nice to me and i was nice to her (im never really a bitch unless i really have a problem) She would follow him around and everytime i turned around she was stuck up his ass...they would flirt and horseplay around the restraunt all the time- it got really annoying and VERY REDICULOUS...so i started flirting around with this guy all the time..the SECOND DAY I even talked to the guy *austin* he told me ..."yeah your boyfriend told me to stay away from you"
WTF- HOW OUTTA LINE?
So i was like you know its fucked up that your telling ppl to stay away from me and your constantly around amanda ..taking smoke breaks and flirting around and letting her massage your back and practically groping you in front of me!Okay so He told her to back off bc he doesnt like when guys are soo touchy feely with me and hes sure i dont appreciate it..yada yada yada...Well my friend told me amanda liked justin and she said" you know her and jaime(me) are together right? and she said "yeh i dont care though i just wanna HOLLER" WTF? HOLLER? COME ON! well it stoped for awhile like a few days then it started again....needless to say i QUIT! i mean after leaving work everyday almost in tears bc this girl would not stop...i mean even just outta respect..she knew we were together..and we were always all over each other.....i mean in a way i would take it out on him by ignoring him at work...but still..its like have some respect for other girls and yourself!...well i hadnt heard anything about it in a while...or about her..i got a new job..we still stayed together...But while he was out of having a car...I took him to work one morning...and then i picked him up later that night...my cell was dead i asked to use his...and i saw that amanda had called him 3 or 4 times and he had called her 3 or 4 times..TOTALLY CONFUSED..i asked him what the deal was..and he said that her CAR BROKE DOWN AND HE HAD TO GO HELP HER and FORGOT TO TELL ME
FIRST OFF..he doesnt have a car so how is he gonna ask someonelse to borrow their car to go help some girl he knows i hate..and he knows had tried to come between us!
SECOND OFF- how is he going to l ie to me and try to hide it..he didnt FORGET..he texts me like no OTHER ...almost like every 15 minutes atleast while hes at work!
so im pissed at this point...but i told him to just give me a day and id get over it and be fine...even though he practically LIED!
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