May 08, 2005 22:39
sigh.
i'm updating with not too much to say. i forgot to call my step mom today and wish her a happy mother's day, i actually bought her a card, but it's still sitting on the coffee table. no stamp, just an address. how can i get so lazy that i can't just go into the other room for a stamp and walk it out to the box like all other normal people who send things?
i noticed some fine lines around my eyes, so i went and got "dove anti aging night cream". it had better work. latley i've been noticing that i have these thin little wrinkles from when i smile or make certain expressions. that's depressing. no grey hairs yet, yet.
i always swore i would age gracefully. that i'd except it. i would call it beauty and life and wisdom and experiences and i'd be lovely, fabulous, graceful and age. yeah right, fuck that. not like i'd pump myself full of botox or anything, but i will continue to stay out of the sun and slather my face with vitamins and other crap that will probably just clog my pores and give me pimples... look like i'm going through puberty again but at least it will be better than having a wrinkle.
i am somewhat lucky to have high cheek bones, but when the rest of my face is just sagging off them, blowing in the breeze, what good will they do?
i should stop being such a narcissist.