rip o+g
What a way to start the new year . my relationship of 3 years ended last night
I am sad and when i remenber the pass i get even sadder but It is better this way
at least now. I start a new life one with more happiness in it .You can't help the way someone feels about you . It sucks because i thought he was the one . I guess he is still out there just need to find them .Someone that will really want to grow old with me and have a family that will love me the same . I get to stay in Buena Park which is such a relief because I really like it out here.. I am keeping the apartment which is good i can afford it and i have 2 bedrooms and 2 bathrooms . I might need to get a roommate not sure yet . My job is here and new friend .This break up is not gonna change the way I am .. I am hurt but shit happens I just have to pick up the pieces and keep on going .I cry allot but i am strong and I have no fear of whats to come in the future . Overall feeling is a feeling of peace now within my self. I guess this year is a start of life.
I am sad and when i remenber the pass i get even sadder but It is better this way
at least now. I start a new life one with more happiness in it .You can't help the way someone feels about you . It sucks because i thought he was the one . I guess he is still out there just need to find them .Someone that will really want to grow old with me and have a family that will love me the same . I get to stay in Buena Park which is such a relief because I really like it out here.. I am keeping the apartment which is good i can afford it and i have 2 bedrooms and 2 bathrooms . I might need to get a roommate not sure yet . My job is here and new friend .This break up is not gonna change the way I am .. I am hurt but shit happens I just have to pick up the pieces and keep on going .I cry allot but i am strong and I have no fear of whats to come in the future . Overall feeling is a feeling of peace now within my self. I guess this year is a start of life.