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i cause my own unhappiness.
there's things i want, and could get if i could only gain some self esteem.
i have such a skewed body image, and it's my own fault.
i think the only way i'll be able to be satisfied is if i loose weight.
i'm not going to even get my hopes up, if i'm lucky by taking weight training i'll gain muscle mass and finally be able to be okay with my body.
when i do actually let people get close to me it makes me worry so much about my body i don't enjoy what should be fun.
hopefully if i loose weight maybe i'll find a good guy to have a fulfiling relationship, and be able to except things that are offered to me.
there's things i want, and could get if i could only gain some self esteem.
i have such a skewed body image, and it's my own fault.
i think the only way i'll be able to be satisfied is if i loose weight.
i'm not going to even get my hopes up, if i'm lucky by taking weight training i'll gain muscle mass and finally be able to be okay with my body.
when i do actually let people get close to me it makes me worry so much about my body i don't enjoy what should be fun.
hopefully if i loose weight maybe i'll find a good guy to have a fulfiling relationship, and be able to except things that are offered to me.