Aug 22, 2008 13:49
well i'm sad again
i get angry too often at the most innocent dumb creatures
and it's not like im a great role model or teacher
aaa
im learning to regret being not nice...i have a point of view, but damn it's darn foolish
i can't say that my brother will die, but he does have a horrible muscle eating bacteria in his knee
that's spreading
i dont know what to do...hah jokingly suggest cloning the leg?
ah im tired of seeing shit in movies and laughing them off as fiction
really does rain shit sometimes...
imma kinda sad. why do nice things get hurt?
my brother doesn't deserve to lose his leg least of all his life
i hope he comes out of it alive, i dont want to be guilty and alone again
we watch too much tv together
ah. deads.