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Youy know how in life people... i mean there are people who just make the world sound peachy...smurfin....well.....i just ran into those kind of people....atleast in my memories.....i realized...I CAN"T BELIEVE I USED TO HANG OUT WITH THOSE PEOPLE! my gosh....... people change....i really didnt realize this until finally being able to clear my head for a few hours after finishing my high school applications.....which was a long time ago... come to think of it i dont think i've had one stress free day since...like what ........ the 2nd six weeks..... i think it's trha5t damn bed that i got.... it would explain why my brother never slept on it... and why he cried a lot when on it....
Anyways im really scared for him.....he's been getting really sick a lot and his eating is getting more faint...... he gets diarehhia a lot..(i dont fucking care if i spelled it wrong) anyways im scared.
Also what is with people hating me over me calling my grades terrible.....i mean they are....they lack consistency....many people just see grades like 2 points higher then theirs and they freak.... gosh.... dont you understand im not really smart im just hiding behind words and stuff you people couldnt try to understand...
Also why do all the bimbo slutty girls....or just like prepps.....get all the attention i couldnt possibly imagine the captivating convesation the guy could have with her.... unless she has some sort of brain.... also some of the people in my math class.....ye well they dont belong there.....i mean they think they're all cool by saying they got a 100 when they really got like 1 60 or they just copied....
Oooo.....also another brilliant thing.......lisa and i like the same guy.... well i guess thats intresting but it's ironic cuse...well i really dont wanna explain this to you guys cuse some of you are friends with her including myself......sorta....yey.
Oh yes courtney btw. i do read your entries i just sometimes dont know what to say. sorry
Anyways im really scared for him.....he's been getting really sick a lot and his eating is getting more faint...... he gets diarehhia a lot..(i dont fucking care if i spelled it wrong) anyways im scared.
Also what is with people hating me over me calling my grades terrible.....i mean they are....they lack consistency....many people just see grades like 2 points higher then theirs and they freak.... gosh.... dont you understand im not really smart im just hiding behind words and stuff you people couldnt try to understand...
Also why do all the bimbo slutty girls....or just like prepps.....get all the attention i couldnt possibly imagine the captivating convesation the guy could have with her.... unless she has some sort of brain.... also some of the people in my math class.....ye well they dont belong there.....i mean they think they're all cool by saying they got a 100 when they really got like 1 60 or they just copied....
Oooo.....also another brilliant thing.......lisa and i like the same guy.... well i guess thats intresting but it's ironic cuse...well i really dont wanna explain this to you guys cuse some of you are friends with her including myself......sorta....yey.
Oh yes courtney btw. i do read your entries i just sometimes dont know what to say. sorry