Is it really ending?
Hi all,
I just woke up from a two hour nap, which I took in Katie's bed, only to come back down to my own room and find more of Mel's stuff packed up. The reality of everyone leaving is really hitting me today. Emily and Lauren left for good. Mel leaves tomorrow. I just can't seem to get used to it. I want to go home and see my old friends, my family, my pup...but I want to have the option of coming back to school in a few weeks to go back to this life; this is the life I live now. Well, enough moping. I'm going to back to Katie's room, maybe we'll watch a movie, maybe we'll just sit there stunned and in denial about summer vacation. In high school it used to be all you wanted? Now...well, things have changed. Hell, A LOT Of things have changed. I'm the same, but I'm not. Thanks to Melissa, Erin and Katie who have really been here to talk or just listen. I love you all. Well, now that I'm all sad, I'm leaving. Catch up on this again later.
I miss Travis.
sigh.
I just woke up from a two hour nap, which I took in Katie's bed, only to come back down to my own room and find more of Mel's stuff packed up. The reality of everyone leaving is really hitting me today. Emily and Lauren left for good. Mel leaves tomorrow. I just can't seem to get used to it. I want to go home and see my old friends, my family, my pup...but I want to have the option of coming back to school in a few weeks to go back to this life; this is the life I live now. Well, enough moping. I'm going to back to Katie's room, maybe we'll watch a movie, maybe we'll just sit there stunned and in denial about summer vacation. In high school it used to be all you wanted? Now...well, things have changed. Hell, A LOT Of things have changed. I'm the same, but I'm not. Thanks to Melissa, Erin and Katie who have really been here to talk or just listen. I love you all. Well, now that I'm all sad, I'm leaving. Catch up on this again later.
I miss Travis.
sigh.