Happy Thanksgiving!
I am so good at creative chewing. I was able to consume an entire Thanksgiving meal without hurting my wisdom teeth. Well, that's not true, I did a little. But it was so worth it. Now it's getting late, and I've already taken about three naps today, so I'm not very tired. I'll have to find something to watch...
I'm not quite sure why I'm posting, but I did find out something really random. The boy, Sean, who I haven't really talked about in awhile...well, he doesn't have facebook anymore. I know that sounds lame, but it's really weird, because he didn't tell me and now I can't message him or call him (his number was on his page) and I'm just confused. I guess...I won't hang out with him this weekend? Which is probably for the best, since I still feel like I look like a chipmunk.
Tomorrow I am going to make a skirt for the play with my grandma and mother. I'm ridiculously excited for that - it just seems so Little Women-y that it makes me happy and secure feeling. Even though I don't really talk to them, I like having a bunch of family at my house. Although holidays do make me really miss Katie. I talked to her this morning, and we both cried. I don't know how I can survive a Christmas without her...or another Thanksgiving... But I guess I have to somehow. I miss her so much. I keep having dreams with her in them, except she's back from Morocco and totally unexcited to see me. All I want to do in my dreams is run up to her and hug her and never leave her side, and she's always like, "Hey, Claire..." really casually. It's happened several times randomly in my dreams. I think it's just one of my fears. That she doesn't miss me, and that she'll come back a completely different person, or that she's got this whole new life and we'll never catch up.
I'm not quite sure why I'm posting, but I did find out something really random. The boy, Sean, who I haven't really talked about in awhile...well, he doesn't have facebook anymore. I know that sounds lame, but it's really weird, because he didn't tell me and now I can't message him or call him (his number was on his page) and I'm just confused. I guess...I won't hang out with him this weekend? Which is probably for the best, since I still feel like I look like a chipmunk.
Tomorrow I am going to make a skirt for the play with my grandma and mother. I'm ridiculously excited for that - it just seems so Little Women-y that it makes me happy and secure feeling. Even though I don't really talk to them, I like having a bunch of family at my house. Although holidays do make me really miss Katie. I talked to her this morning, and we both cried. I don't know how I can survive a Christmas without her...or another Thanksgiving... But I guess I have to somehow. I miss her so much. I keep having dreams with her in them, except she's back from Morocco and totally unexcited to see me. All I want to do in my dreams is run up to her and hug her and never leave her side, and she's always like, "Hey, Claire..." really casually. It's happened several times randomly in my dreams. I think it's just one of my fears. That she doesn't miss me, and that she'll come back a completely different person, or that she's got this whole new life and we'll never catch up.