i still have a lot to learn about me
two equally strong but opposing forces have been building within me over the past couple of weeks, and their tandem appearance is somewhat confusing: on one side, a sudden and fierce feeling of independence, of wanting to strike out on my own, and talk to strangers, and go out at night with no accomplices...
and on the other, a growing inability or unwillingness to fall asleep alone.
this last is especially confusing given that i haven't had a regular sleeping partner in nearly a year.
both could probably be attributed to some kind of backlash from the holidays, or even all of last year, but i have figured out one thing, at least: there are some major changes ahead.
and on the other, a growing inability or unwillingness to fall asleep alone.
this last is especially confusing given that i haven't had a regular sleeping partner in nearly a year.
both could probably be attributed to some kind of backlash from the holidays, or even all of last year, but i have figured out one thing, at least: there are some major changes ahead.