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So... i went to the doctor and he said i have severe tonsilitis... i'm on lots of medicine. I have just been hanging out. Trying to feel better. My friends make me so sad. Only a few choice but.. none the less. I really miss a certain person, well i miss most of my close friends, but now i have another to add to my miss list. So i really liked a friend of mine. He asked me out a couple of times, but i didn't think i would work. When i was ready to give him a chance i tried desprately to get a hold of him and he never could hang out... THEN, he goes and gets a girlfriend who makes him unhappy. He tells me he want to break up with her, he even tells me what he is going to say and when he is going to do it. Then changes his mind. It makes me so very sad. He wont even talk to me anymore! I'm going to blow up their houses... maybe not... anywho, i wanted to go out with him. i guess i missed my chance. i wanna shot myself.
PEOPLE I MISS LIST
Lisa
Mo
Phil
Jeremy
Jo
Annetty
Felicia
Andi
Anywho, i still feel like crap... I have this whole shit load situation. my mom gets money for me every month since my dad died. I asked my uncle when i moved in to put it in his name. He didn't want to. Now that ive lived here for awhile and she hasn't tried to help, he wants to. But my mom and i are on good terms now. I really dont want to ruin it. So i have the choice to let my uncle do that and i would get insurence, a working car, and a cell. But i may not see any of the money in my hand. OR, My mom agreed to give me half the check, i could get my phone and the money would be in my hand. And since im wanting to move out soon, that would be good too. If my uncle takes it i may not be able to move out. I dunno what to do! I hate me!
PEOPLE I MISS LIST
Lisa
Mo
Phil
Jeremy
Jo
Annetty
Felicia
Andi
Anywho, i still feel like crap... I have this whole shit load situation. my mom gets money for me every month since my dad died. I asked my uncle when i moved in to put it in his name. He didn't want to. Now that ive lived here for awhile and she hasn't tried to help, he wants to. But my mom and i are on good terms now. I really dont want to ruin it. So i have the choice to let my uncle do that and i would get insurence, a working car, and a cell. But i may not see any of the money in my hand. OR, My mom agreed to give me half the check, i could get my phone and the money would be in my hand. And since im wanting to move out soon, that would be good too. If my uncle takes it i may not be able to move out. I dunno what to do! I hate me!