Comments | jane_carter: *sigh*

jane_carter

sigh

May 07, 2002 15:57

Why is it that all my kids pretty much hate me and my husband thinks I'm a slut?! Yes, I use to be the biggest bitch that ever walked planet Earth but I'm trying to change. I'm going to need their cooperation with all this but it doesn't seem to be happening. I don't mean everything I do and say. I mean we all have our faults. I'm trying to fix ( Read more... )

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k_richardson May 7 2002, 14:12:38 UTC

I think maybe you're still not understanding. Because you have to earn back the respect and trust before things start getting better.

jane_carter May 7 2002, 14:20:16 UTC

I know that. I'm trying but every time I speak a word to them, it's like I get bitched at. How am I suppose to earn their trust back if they don't give me that chance?

<3Jane

k_richardson May 7 2002, 15:56:24 UTC

So you expect them to just forget about the reasons they're bitching at you? Maybe you should listen to them first. You said yourself that you know it won't happen right away, so just accept that already.

jane_carter May 7 2002, 16:27:52 UTC

No, I don't expect that but I'm not just going to sit here and wait for the day they decide to forgive me. I have to do something about it.

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bob_carter May 7 2002, 17:35:56 UTC

Just....look at your comment link...That doesnt make you look real good either

jane_carter May 7 2002, 18:39:30 UTC

I like to shop? Jesus, I never knew a comment link could do so much damage.

bob_carter May 7 2002, 19:29:32 UTC

Geez,I was just trying to help...It just kind of makes you look like a money hungry...person.

jane_carter May 7 2002, 19:59:44 UTC

How is that helping? Oh yeah, that's me. Jane 'money loving' Carter! Grr..

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nickolas_carter May 7 2002, 21:55:41 UTC

I'm sorry if I just can't blink and all of a sudden forgive you because you're suddenly "sorry" for everything you've done. Actually, you know, I'm really not sorry because I think given the chance and given time, you'll snap again and this sudden change you're trying to do will be gone.

I can't just forgive you for saying that you hate me and that I make you sick and for hitting me. And I really don't understand why all of a sudden you want to be here for me when you didn't give a shit at a time I needed you the most.

jane_carter May 8 2002, 13:42:38 UTC

And I really don't understand why all of a sudden you want to be here for me when you didn't give a shit at a time I needed you the most.

Because I've realized how bad of a mother and person I've become and I want to change. I'm trying to change. I made a mistake, Nick. Like you've never made one? Honestly, I don't know if I'll 'snap' again or not. All I can do is try and see what happens. I don't want to 'snap' again and I'll try everything not too but only time will tell on that. I need your help in all this. I know I wasn't there for you when you needed me, I know I did all that and I wish I could take it all back but I can't turn back time although I wish I could. I'm sorry!