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[jane_be_jane]

i feel like i'm hiding out in my house all day. i hardly ever go out and do things. there should be a party tonight. i haven't been drunk in a while. just really really stoned. last night i passed out during Swimming Pool, and woke up and was really dizzy. it was like a bad hole video. wait, that's every video. anyway, i just need to learn to control my buzz. it's like i start, and then it doesn't stop....for a while...like until i go to sleep. i'm beginning to think i'm a burnout. but not in the worthless way...just in the....existing way. that doesn't make any sense at all.

i miss people. i miss being a fun person to be around. if i ever was. poooooooooooooooooooop!

love,
hermit