whiney post...scrolling is highly reccomended

[jane_be_jane]

i've lost my new car key that i had to have made because of the lost old one....and that is the story of my life. i haven't even had it for, like, a week! fuck. things are really irritating me lately. and i don't know why. maybe the time of the month is sneaking up on me, but i seriously have some issues with everything right now. i feel like a mess...one, big, unemployed mess. i can't listen to music. i can't watch tv. i can't talk to my mother. i'm not feeling affectionate. people blowing me off should not be such a big deal (as least as big as i'm making it out to be). and now i sound exactly the same say if i were to be.....fourteen. i'm sorry i'm whining. i just don't know what's getting to me. i should probably just go back to sleep.

so....still looking for a job. if anyone has any suggestions, please let me know.