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so here's the thing. i've been feeling very blank lately. like i'm a walking vegetable. i don't feel anything really. things don't feel like they're going very well. but they don't feel like they're going that bad either. i don't know. i think i've lost it. joe asked me the other night if there was anything i wanted for myself. i don't think there is. i feel kind of like...i don't know...a waste of space.
so i've decided...i should do something good for myself. i need to make little projects for myself so i don't feel so worthless. here's what i've come up with so far:
1) maybe quite smoking....or just cutting down.
2) maybe lose a little weight and get into shape.
3) try to make more money
4) keep the house and room clean.
....basically take care of myself because i don't....i need to get back into using my planner and managing my money in the bank. even though my bank kinda sucks.
ya know, i really don't know what this post is about. maybe it's just a vent of what i should do. or something. but i'm not gonna start this wonderful new way of living until after saturday. because hopefully saturday i'll be fucked up beyond all recognition. well maybe not that bad.
::sigh:::
death.
so i've decided...i should do something good for myself. i need to make little projects for myself so i don't feel so worthless. here's what i've come up with so far:
1) maybe quite smoking....or just cutting down.
2) maybe lose a little weight and get into shape.
3) try to make more money
4) keep the house and room clean.
....basically take care of myself because i don't....i need to get back into using my planner and managing my money in the bank. even though my bank kinda sucks.
ya know, i really don't know what this post is about. maybe it's just a vent of what i should do. or something. but i'm not gonna start this wonderful new way of living until after saturday. because hopefully saturday i'll be fucked up beyond all recognition. well maybe not that bad.
::sigh:::
death.