Comments | jane2005: Negation, Chapter One

jane2005

Negation, Chapter One

Feb 02, 2006 21:06

Takes place post-314. No Pink Posse, no cancer. Justin still lives with Daphne. Melanie's had the demon spawn.

WARNING: Rape. of Brian. Author's Note: I started writing this in the Summer of 2004, but at that point the subject matter was too disturbing for me to deal with re: B/J - and another fic like this one came out by another writer. So I ( Read more... )

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1daftpunk February 2 2006, 18:29:39 UTC

Interesting. Please continue.

jane2005 February 2 2006, 18:34:48 UTC

Yeah, I think I gave this up because a year and a half ago I couldn't bear the thought of what Brian's rape would do to these characters - but at this point, I think part of the desire is to tear them apart and rebuild them in my own image, which hadn't been blasted in the summer of '04.

ljnewfan February 2 2006, 18:59:48 UTC

I'm intrigued as well. Waiting to see where this will take them.

*hugs Brian*

jane2005 February 2 2006, 19:03:50 UTC

*hugs Brian*

Yeah, I have a feeling Brian's not going to go for that...

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jane2005 February 2 2006, 18:48:07 UTC

For me?

Abso-fucking-lutely!

Hee! I'm going to actually be working on a few technique things, I think, writing-wise. I'm hopefully going to update once a week or so. And I'd REALLY like to get Brian right. I don't think I ever really have.

Justin's easy. Pick your favorite personality, and keep it consistent.

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jane2005 February 2 2006, 19:23:55 UTC

Wow! thanks! Hm... I think I better go re-read the Witchy fic. Yeah, Justin's going to not back down in this one. And no running off to NYC because Lindsay says so! Although, I may have him & Brian move into Leah's neighborhood.

Brian, on the other hand, has given his whole being over to Justin, so where do you go with that?

Well, he's about to attempt to reclaim his whole being for himself - because of his childhood, he thinks this is what you do when things go v.v wrong. 'Course, Justin has other ideas about that. I'm actually looking forward to seeing this play out.

But it's tricky - again, because of the subject matter, it isn't going to be FUN. I think that's why I backed off from writing it that one summer. If Brian really acknowledges what happened to him, it will change him - but hell, doesn't life change us all, for good or bad?

I dunno, we'll see.

*hugs and kisses*....you'll probably throw up!! Luv ya!

Oh, I'm not THAT bad! Just a bit of gasping and squirming, no puking.

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tclark1922 February 2 2006, 19:10:03 UTC

I've always been intrigued by a hurt Brian because all his defense mechanisms come out in force. Wondering how Justin, preferably, gets through those defenses to support Brian w/o facing Brian's reflex to rid himself of Justin when Brian is not "perfect".

I'm looking forward to reading a story of this genre in your capable hands.

Peace
TK

jane2005 February 2 2006, 19:13:33 UTC

Wondering how Justin, preferably, gets through those defenses to support Brian w/o facing Brian's reflex to rid himself of Justin when Brian is not "perfect".

I'm wondering that myself. Because of course the defenses are going to clamp down hard. MAYBE Justin can go get Mikey's perfectly amazing BFF advice! MAYBE NOT.

I'm looking forward to reading a story of this genre in your capable hands.

Thank you for that note of confidence. I hope I don't disappoint.

tclark1922 February 2 2006, 19:24:14 UTC

MAYBE Justin can go get Mikey's perfectly amazing BFF advice! Ok, can I just say a hell no to this one, please? I don't want to discount the history between Brian and Mikey, but since when doesn't a boyfriend of 3-4 years know more about the man than a friend who has made it clear he's no longer interested in being BFF? (I try not to let my bias against M get in the way but sometimes, it rears it's ugly head--feel free to discount it. :))

TK

jane2005 February 2 2006, 19:27:28 UTC

Sing it sista! Brotha!

Oh, hell, stillife and I were talking about the need to find non-gendered terms that worked - the non-gendered pronoun (its just doesn't do it), now a non-gendered sibling term -

I totally agree with you. Don't worry, I will never never never make Mikey any more than the self-centered whining pain in the ass he is. Except to clean him up a tad so he doesn't distract from the other characters through sheer annoyance.

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jane2005 February 2 2006, 21:07:59 UTC

I'm glad to be writing, actually. I don't feel right when I'm not doing anything creative. All work lately, it ain't right.

By the way, are you doing another chapter of Ceremony? As much as I don't care for the subject matter... (hee!)

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jane2005 February 2 2006, 21:17:35 UTC

Actually, "Ceremony" was written to stand alone. I wasn't planning on a sequel. I don't think I'm good enough to tackle that.

Oh, you are. Time to stretch!

And, if you write more, I'll leave feedback directly in the journal! promise.

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happier_bunny February 2 2006, 19:53:18 UTC

Interesting. glad to see you writing again. Can't wait to see where you take it. I have a feeling this is gonna mess them up!

jane2005 February 2 2006, 21:13:40 UTC

I have a feeling this is gonna mess them up!

It sure is a test of love, isn't it? Sometimes love doesn't survive. But I'm a romantic, my creativity is all about escape from reality.

So theirs will. Just, buckle up, it's going to be a rough night.

happier_bunny February 3 2006, 05:30:42 UTC

my creativity is all about escape from reality.

And I love your writing for it because even tho' it's an escape from reality, it so could happen. I would trust very few authors to take me on this ride of the unknown. However, I know whatever direction you take it in, it will be believable and well written! :)