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I don't post much anymore here. I have had this livejournal account for OVER 10 years. That is insane to me. I wish it kept more history....this only goes back to 2000. This used to be the place where I would write EVERYTHING. I probably had 2-3 posts per day. It would either be some useless babbling about something silly or something that at the time, to me, was really honest, serious, and open. I don't write anything like that anymore mostly because you can do a lot of damage with words and have learned to keep a lot of truth bottled up. I attribute a lot of my stress and feeling of being on a sinking ship to that. I'm waiting on a call today or tomorrow....I suppose my whole life will change accordingly. Maybe someday I wont feel so trapped and I will go back to "journaling".