Dec 17, 2007 20:52
Being on TV was fun. I was smiling like a nervous goof ball.
My house is flea infested and that always makes me feel like a dirty person living in a dirty house. When you are just watching tv and a flea is crawling on you....yuck.
Sometimes I just don't like living in my own head. What I hate is what I think/feel seems to make perfect sense, but when I try to explain it it always seems to come out wrong or somehow get twisted. I keep feeling like giving up. I just feel like talking is so hard sometimes.